Gone.

I am unavailable today. I am in a never ending trance. I have no energy, and no will do to anything.

I am here as a shell today.

Insides are screaming and head is pounding, as usual.

She needs to smoke a cigarette and possibly take a Xanax. She cant tell if shes feeling frustration for some reason or not feeling anytyhing at all. When you numb yourself to emotions it is hard to figure out what is going on.

Did we take our medicine today/. Shit. I dont know.

Im not going to edit any of this. She can read it later and decide if its happening. I dont care

I hope youre not as confused as I am. Maybe you have insight. Maybe the dullness banging in our head is normal. It bangs and lacks feeling at the same time.

I am drained.

~Gone~